IM sorry but your not making any sense.

well im kinda frustrated. i think i need new friends cus mine are broken. One of my friends has decided to go to a homecoming dance with a girl instead of a $45.00 vacation to a condo in ocean city with his friends. Sad. Now my other friend insists on telling the other all about when he's talked about. and it makes him fall farther away from his friends. And then theres me stuck in the middle. Neither one wants to listen and neither one is making any sense to me. Sometimes i just wanna give up and get new friends and leave the old ones. Its just frustrating having people who need help but wont listen to help and dont wanna help themselves. Its like a homeless drunk you can give him money but most likely he wont save it for a apartment instead hed rather blow it on his quick fix alchohol. But anyways thats my complaint..........friends need replacement or as my leader sais defraging.well one and all have a beutiful day...full of metal music.

Stress! WHERE!?

well woke up dis morning.....obviously. and oh look its raining oh joy! Did you know that its been scientifically proven that people are more depressed on days when they cant see the sun? Why is that? Why is it that people who have dark inside jobs are more likely to commit suicide? What is it about the sun that makes people so happy i cant seem to understand this because i love it when it rains outside. but people are depressed over a event they cant control . people cant make the sun come out! why is it people seem to always stress over what they cant control?! Leave it alone dont worry God will take care of it! Now i could understand if it was a nonchristian person cause they dont believe in God therefor how do they know hell take care of it? But we as christians dont seem to be able to relax a second without worrying! When everyone else is stressing i feel really out of place because i dont stress like that. now dont get me wrong every now and then i forget and stress the big stuff but never little things.
ive learned that stressing wont do nething but put you in a hospital. and i dont believe thats where id like to be. Now maybe you say to yourself "well he must not have things to stress like i do" well thats wrong also because ive got a llllloooooootttttttt of things that i could stress but if i did then i wouldnt live to be 25. thats why we have all these people having breakdowns and divorces and killing people they cant handle stress.But still if we christians believe what we say we believe then dont worry Gods handling tomorow not you.

one question two answers?

well hello again all of my faithful readers.well tonights homecoming at my school,im not working and all of my friends are going......BIG SUCK! See ive come to the conclusion that i shouldnt go. I meen nothing against the ones that are going but first off 1.theres going to be lots of the female gender there 2.lots of secular (nonchristian music) 3. the music will most likely be rap(i cant stand rap) and finally there most likely wont be many other christians there therefor lots of temptation. so instead my friend (J.P) has decided to go to a party instead, cool....except its under the same circumstances as the homecoming....bad. so what do i do and where do i draw the line.....prom comes up this year, do i skip that once in a life time thing to? or even outside of school where do i draw the line? theres parties,rockshows and all kinds of things to do and places to go. but what ive discovered is that the line isnt clear the devils done a pretty good job at distorting it and weve done a good job at bending it. So how do i tell what position it was originally in? i guess the answer is 1.the Bible and 2. prayer. but then if im talking to the creator and he sais "homecoming is bad prom is okay parties are a negative haps" then why is it my friends who talk to him come up with dif answers "well God told me parties are fine" if were talking to the same person shouldnt our answers be the same?! or is someone missing the full message?well i dont think i have the answer for that my assumption would be that yes someones not totally listening to the whole message and if that the case MUCHO JESUS IS NEEDED. so ........well.........yeah.so instead of losing my soul over a night of fun ive decided ill sit at home and play the guitar ...that is if my LEADER brings it back to me! so much music, much fun and much jesus so music, fun, and all the friends i need at a fraction of the price. well...good day yall.

always in christ,
Mike

WWWWWOOOOOOOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

WOW! isnt it amazing how a word spoken to one person gets around so quick to everyone else and manages to destroy a perfectly fine friendship in a matter of seconds? Wow...well mad would be a understatement. Sad...well that really doesnt sum it up. I believe the word im looking for is frustrated a mix of emotions that come together to form this concoction. well to make it short i have two friends who now hate my life force.PRAYER MUCH?! well...i dont know what to type today ive already erased this three times cause it was a full out definition of the above problem but then i realized.YOU DONT CARE! who the heck wants to hear a whine story bout teen relationship struggles!? no one so instead i leave you with this...I NEED MUCHO PRAYER! and suggestions on life in general.thats all.


always in Christ,
Mike

playing with God

Hello one and all viewers im back with more devil bashing to do because for one its what im good at and second were called to do it and draw whats in the dark out into the light.well let me get rite to this this post is inspired by another one of my friends but once again i dont do this to bash them only to vent and hopefully help others going through the same thing. "christians" a very overly used word. the word Christian is a word that means to me a person who believes AND follows Gods word and teachings. God being Jesus Christ the son God the Father and God the Holy spirit.
now in todays modern living the word "Christian" has become a joke it now means a person who goes to church every now and then and claps a little bit. But the thing about these people is there hearts. they dont believe they need to follow "God" or his teaching partly i believe because they dont have a relationship with him and partly i believe cus there just lazy.now this brings me to hypocrites something ive come to hate with all i am.Now i have my times when i dont act the way i should im by no means perfect in any way but on a whole i stay true to my beliefs. now my friend that brings me to this post today is yes a "Christian" and i use that loosely when talking about this friend. now my friend claims to believe in God and follow his teaching yet they still find it ok to do bad things and hurt others when they feel like it all the while there hurting themselves. now this person has had past drug problems and is now letting them come back and instead of looking for help they bottle these problems up along with other problems that i know but wont say just so the readers dont know dis person. now nothing hurts me more than to see people throw away there God givin gifts. Now this person has a talent with winning the lost and until recently also had the gift of making people happy in bad situations.
but now this person has ruined there rep so bad that they cant even say Jesus to someone without being laughed at. So now this person gives in to the worlds way out. "if they wont listen why not join them?" so someone who was once so great of a person becomes nothing more than a shell of there former self.No longer even recognizable as the person i care for.this makes me absolutely HATE the devil,who by messing with and screwing up my friends thinking it will stop me.And at one time it would have but no more.theres lyrics to a band i like called The Wedding and it says though all my heroes they have fallen but i will not be next and that my attitude. now this person wont even listen to rebuke because One it hurts to know the truth and two like before they no longer have a actuall relationship with the Father but are confused into thinking they do.therfore complacency sets in and i leave you with this, What next? God says be cold or hot but be warm and youll be spit out which means play christian all you want but if you dont back it in the end you be thrown with the ones were at least honest and said "we dont want God" and lukewarm i believe is sadder than a honest sinner who at least says yeah im a sinner.
so with that i leave you hopefully this will help someone out there.

always in Christ,
Mike