Times of Trial.........

Well just got back from a nice “holiday” vacation. And it was great. I sat around at my uncles playing some halo 2 and some miscellaneous star wars games. Then played a board game with him called heroclix and basically just relaxed. Slept in a lot did minimal amounts of work and didn’t stress at all….or did I ?Well actually…. Im a social person and in school is where all my friends are and I can be…well…social. Being away from all that is like taking a lion and sticking him in a little box. Eventually the lion is going to trip out. And sure enough I did…..to all of my friends…one…by one….by one…yeah the thing is is it okay to trip out when they give you enough reason to?

Well I have three friends who I constantly talk to so therefore ill give you three scenarios. One describing each friend and the problem and ill leave them to figure out who’s who.

Scenario #1 One of my best friends has decided to join another band ( this is his second time joining someone else) and in doing so we told him (we being another friend and i) that you cant play in two bands at one time. Then I told him that I would never play on a stage with him…ever. I told my other friend this which gives me

Scenario #2 My other friend told me he also would never play on a stage with him and that we would do something musically really soon….well…Sunday the friend from the first scenario asks #2 to play two secular songs.. and right then he said yes. So without me they play two songs. Which by the way I miss church and not one of my friends calls or texts asking why im not there. So I miss the morning service then my friend asks if im going to the night service I reply I don’t know. But after that I get no reply so I text “when does it start” I get no reply so I miss the night service also.

Now scenario #3 is totally random and not connected to the other two but it’s a friend and Im venting. This friend is a chick and I like her …or sometimes I like her.
See id think by now she would have caught on to the fact that I still like her. But no, every time I talk to her (which is becoming less and less) all she talks about is how she likes all these other guys or how cool they are and how they are the love of her life. or howabout when I go and complain about the friend from scenario #1 she gets all mad and tells me to not speak about him and she gets mad at me. I mean I know she likes him whether she says it or not but she could at least here me out when what im saying is true instead of rubbing in the “your thoughts don’t count” feeling. Its like anything i say means nothing to her anymore and sometimes i cant help but be mad at and hate her for that.

And truly I don’t care If any of my friends read this or are offended. This is MY Blog and im not out to please anyone so if you read and recognize one of the scenarios as you then think about it and see how happy you would be. And if scenario three happens to grace my blog with your presence and actually reads all of this….don’t tell me…I don’t want to know but the least you could do is give me a break and stop rubbing it in all the time.
And to all of these friends…yeah im mad at you all.