OH lawd!

this first of all is not a post trying to offend anyone if anyone feels this is about you or you feel offended i apoligize in advance.
I HATE WHINING and I HATE THE DEVIL! but it seems recently its all i see.
The devil seems to really be attacking our youth big surprise its happened for thousands of years but what really makes me mad is that hes winning.
people are getting offended over little things and just what? quitting church?God?
how the heck once youve known God ever decide to just quit God its impossible!
people seem to get stuck on the little things and they dont seem to see the people with the big problems.i mean out of all the people i know i have the most reason to "quit God" i havent talked to my dad in about 3 weeks i live as a christian in a house with 6 gay people and the one i love hates my face. now i ask if i can persevere through that then why does someone giveup when told dont wear that to church we believe its offensive? its a authority issue.if someone says dont then dont out of respect. it doesnt matter you dont have to agree with it but just suck it up and follow leadership.im not in this to play anymore i brokedown and left a chuch service cause i felt that God wasnt doin anything for me. ya know what screw dat Jesus died for me and that should be enough not to mention that hes given me friends to help me through this. I realize that now as a christian i have real friends friends that care. like last night a woman at the resturant i work at choked on a cucumber (please refrain from laughter people im serious) but my friend drove by saw something was hapenin and called to check on me. i mean what da heck? thats a true friend what r the possiblitys that it was me but he didnt care he wanted to make sure his friend was ok. now j.p this text is not about you not at all id like you to know how i feel on the situation. "if it causes someone else to stumble dont do it or youll be held acountable for there actions" also is it really worth it? we dont even need a style now bear with me i put myself in your shoes. my pants cost $55 A PIECE but if someone said they offended them id be pissed yes BUT id do it out of respect. now you werent told not to where them just not to were them to church. if our flesh is dead how do dead people get offended? also how can you witness to people when they ask if your gay?! "no im not gay im saved wanna come to church with me?" but seriously id do anything for you i just want the best and nothing less for you or anyone else . ive just seen to many people get "Offended" and quit and i dont want to see that with you. youve got a gift and id hate to see it go to waste.
I pray for you every nite. and i hope you wont be mad at me.

now back to me my life is pretty screwed up but i dont want pity just prayer and a little understanding for all.
all in love mike